Hard to Dream

SINGLE — 2024

The dawn is getting farther every time I see you. It’s up and down and all around but never near you. And now I see it’s been another day without a clue for what you really think, so if there’s something that you wanna say, just say it to my face. You know it’s getting hard to dream (yeah, yeah) when all you’re giving me are nightmares. We were never meant to be (yeah, yeah) but I waited to see if you would take me to another place, away from games I didn’t wanna play, but you kept risking every move you made. It took us to the grave. I thought that we were moving in the right direction, but every time I saw the light it was just reflection. And now I see it’s been another day…

Watch and wait, as the time keeps slipping. Another day, what have I been missing? If I did it again what would I do? Would I call you a friend? If I did it again, would I call you a friend?

Reverie

PIANO COMPOSITION — 2024

Mesmerized

SINGLE — 2024

On my own I was fine, minding my business. ‘Til you looked in my eyes, and I saw something glisten. Said the prettiest words to catch my attention. And I held them so close, as you kept your distance. Was it wrong to believe we were more than a dream? You can call me naive for thinking it was what it seemed. But why would I open my eyes when it all felt so right? You gave all of the signs ‘til I turned on the lights and saw you were never mine. I was mesmerized. I don’t usually fall, but you made it easy. And when you broke my walls, I let you completely. Made the prettiest plans, patiently waiting. But they stayed in my head, fantasies fading. Was it wrong to believe we were more than a dream? You can call me naive for thinking it was what it seemed. But why would I open my eyes when it all felt so right? You gave all of the signs ‘til I turned on the lights and saw you were never mine. I was mesmerized.

Anyways…

SINGLE — 2024

How did I get here, running through rain? Thought I was dreaming, but I’m wide awake. I was a young girl afraid of mistakes. Thought I was happy not feeling a thing. (Nah nah nah…) How did I get here, playing this game? It’s harder to act like nothing’s changed. Can’t help but wonder, is it too late? Wish I could go back and tell her to stay. (Nah nah nah…) Now I’m leaning on these reasons. To stay or to go, to find my way home. I’m still seeking for some meaning. How will I know when to let go?

Movements

PIANO EP — 2023